Tales from the trenches, as I rebuild my life on a foundation of Jesus Christ.
Tales from the trenches, as I rebuild my life on a foundation of Jesus Christ.

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Just a little poem...

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I believe there are few lessons greater than these. Selah. Believe in the Lord our God with all your might, remember your purpose in the long dark night. Speak of gratitude when you want all the things, carry out your work with a heart that sings. Search for joy in the midst of plight, and just use love to combat spite. Focus on these things, believe what’s true ... wherever you go, God will always love you.

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What does love look like?

Lessons Learned from Parenthood Praises & Life

On the day of Valentine's, it's fun to talk about love -- one of my favourite conversations to have with my kids is "what does love look like?" Depending on the day, they tell me it's pink hearts, or maybe unicorns, or sometimes they say that you can't "see" feelings so love is invisible. To me, in truth, you CAN see love, and it's not glittery or pink. Here's what it looks like: - it looks like making heart pancakes when I'd rather sleep - it looks like breathing deep and praying when I'd rather get mad - it looks...

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Weary Mama

Poems

When everything in me screams “go to bed” yet still I work away -- just too many things to do at night, that can’t be done by day. For daytime brings the best of things, homeschool, the snacks, the fun -- yet once the sweet ones tuck abed, the work has just begun. These are the choices I have made, and I will not complain -- I could always make some different ones so that I can sleep again. But even though the days are long, the years are short I know -- too quickly will these girls be off,...

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Some days, I'm not a very good mom

Praises & Life

Some days, I'm not a very good mom

This is hard to say.  But it's true. Some days, I'm not a very good mom. Those days, I DON'T do my best. And while I appreciate all of the wonderful friends who are quick to reassure me, "it's okay, you're human", I always have to be careful to ensure that doesn't become a trap, letting me off the hook day after day. Because the thing is, it's NOT ok to be cavalier about damaging the hearts of our children. Whether we intend to or not, whether parenting is hard or not, we just can't see it as "okay". The Middle...

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Contentment

Poems Praises & Life

Thanksgiving will always be a bit bittersweet. I wrote this poem 4 years ago, about the contentment I felt in my life. One year later, many aspects of that life were falling down around my ears. Since then, I've learned an even deeper kind of contentment ... the kind that comes from going through hard things and finding God in them. The kind that you get from having a hard day where the kids are crying and the jobs coming in aren't matching the money going out and the dishes are piling up and you are on.your.own, but you're not,...

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